Saturday, January 17, 2009

the process


its been a little over a month since my big move.
i knew going into the situation that it would be a process.
the logistics of where to settle myself physically was a back and forth dance.
i knew that nothing would happen overnight. i lied to myself.
that's only partially true.
almost overnight, i feel as though a lot has changed. like the role i now play in my social circles. and yet still some things haven't changed at all. like the fact that i'm still unemployed.

there's still so much to do.

excuse me while i unpack some more...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

...waiting...

its 2:30 in the morning. sleepy.
i think i'm done packing my life into two pieces of luggage.

im talking to him. so many scenario's running through my head right now. what i've been waiting for these past few months is finally here.

plane flights have the same effect on me that a car ride does for a toddler. hopefully i can ignore the jumbled feelings and thoughts and just knock. out.

i can hardly wait.

one day you'll overstand

Monday, December 8, 2008

must. write. paper.

actually, i should be doing a lot of things.
be back later...
♥