same stuff. different site.

i've moved to tumblr, by the way..peace!

the process

its been a little over a month since my big move.
i knew going into the situation that it would be a process.
the logistics of where to settle myself physically was a back and forth dance.
i knew that nothing would happen overnight. i lied to myself.
that's only partially true.
almost overnight, i feel as though a lot has changed. like the role i now play in my social circles. and yet still some things haven't changed at all. like the fact that i'm still unemployed.

there's still so much to do.

excuse me while i unpack some more...

...waiting...

its 2:30 in the morning. sleepy.
i think i'm done packing my life into two pieces of luggage.

im talking to him. so many scenario's running through my head right now. what i've been waiting for these past few months is finally here.

plane flights have the same effect on me that a car ride does for a toddler. hopefully i can ignore the jumbled feelings and thoughts and just knock. out.

i can hardly wait.

one day you'll overstand

hussel. hussel. hussel.

grind. grind. grind.

gearing up for my last week in the DMV.

that last sentence is kind of profound for me.

'never thought that would be me.'

i find myself saying that a lot recently, too. which only means, i'm growing--and growth is good. so many people (some, being some of my friends) are stuck in the same mind sets and lives that they've had FOREVER. and i can honestly say, thats never been me. for what its worth.

we are in the last month of the year, and this move seems fitting because with that comes the end of an era for me. the next few days will find me preparing for my final exam, packing, cleaning (ugh.), saying my last good-bye's, (and theeee best part?) the first hello's!