the process

the past couple of days i've had a lot of things on my mind. im always over-thinking things, so this isn't anything new. but after a series of events i'm too tired to care.

i look like myself. act like myself.
but i sound like this guy:

by the way, i much prefer Eeyore to all the other characters...

whenever that happens, and i need to recharge, i listen to music and sleep. sometimes at the same time. i also eat. and sleep some more. i might start cleaning something. you may not hear from me for a day or two, either. like a mini vacation from my brain and everyone else. the problem is, i did all that and i only feel a little better.

i even changed my profile pic on facebook. nothing.

and its around that time in this "dealing process" that i start on some serious retail therapy. im really trying to practice restraint there because your girl is focused and is trying to 'budget' and make some moves in the near future. so i'm still dealing...

one day i'll overstand.